WARNING

THIS BLOG CONTAINS THE FOLLOWING SUBJECTS, WHICH COULD BE TRIGGERING TO SOME

SELF HARM

GROOMING

MENTIONS OF ABUSE

So, I bet you all didn't expect this kind of post from me. I'm not one to do this kind of thing, but for the past few months, me and a group of friends have been watching a certain individual very, very closely.

Have any of you heard of a certain someone named.. Alexcuzmayhem? Maybe you know her as Gutzophilic. Maybe BoneyZoney? Or maybe you know her as Insufferable.Stupidity as of right now.

If those names don't ring a bell, I'm sure you know this person was involved with Ant. This person is Ant's criminally insane ex-girlfriend. 

Now, this isn't some kitschy drama, no. This shit goes deeper.

Alex, I know you're probably reading this right now, so here's a little note from me, good ol Ugasi, your so-called "bestie".

You are disgusting. Absolutely, disgusting. You keep saying you're going to change, and you keep playing such an awful victim card. The shit you have done disgusts me. You are an awful human being, who needs help. You say you're in therapy, but I think you need to find a better fucking therapist because you're living in a goddamn depressing loop, and you keep continually hurting people and using them for your own pleasure, so you won't be lonely. You disgust me. And you can't keep running, you can't run away from what you've done. And half assed apologies aren't going to work. 

When Ant attempted to confront you, you rushed it, you nervous bitch. You knew what was coming and you were scared. He didn't even get a chance to say what he needed to. 

Well, I'm going to. I'm going to say what needs to be said. You're not gonna be able to run anymore. You won't be able to hide from this shit any longer.

You are scum of the earth, truly. And don't think you can run from what you did to everyone. You can't run from the truth of what you did to Ant, Ash, Hauntling, and Frogga, and Liz. God knows who else.

You are not the victim here. Don't fucking act like it. You manipulated and tricked these poor people into falling into your web. Don't act like you've changed within a matter of a few days. And don't you DARE fucking guiltrip people into thinking you're a good person.

You are not. 

You never loved these people, you fucking used them as punching bags, making them do sexual favors for you, making them cut themselves for you.

Don't even get me started on how you act at school, you show off your cuts as if you have something to be proud of. You talked about killing your teacher with such detail, me and my friends contemplated writing your school an email. You even threatened to stab someone multiple times.

And yes, I will admit, you weren't wrong when it came to us stalking you. You were right, but where you weren't right was when it came to you accusing Ant, accusing him of sending us after you.

We did this on our own.

Alex, truthfully, I never liked you. I always had a weird feeling about you. I had a pinch of hope for a while, sure, but god, I was foolish. The only thing you're good at is projecting a thick fog of manipulation and putting on a mask. 

You're done. This is only a part of your continuous, spiraling downfall. And I will go even further if this bullshit continues. I'm not scared of you, there's nothing to be scared of.

I'm not scared to admit I fucking spied on you with some of my friends with an alt, to see literally EVERYTHING. I saw the guilt tripping, I saw the discomfort you brought to everyone, I saw the horrendous art, I saw the NSFW channels you made accessible to MINORS.

Me, and many others saw everything. 

Hell, me and my friend Goggles who I'm sure you remember "fondly" DATED you for a day with our fake person we created named "Tooth"

Yeah that's right, that person was never even real. That was all an act, and good god are you DESPERATE. 

You dated Tooth within a day or so of knowing them, how fucking HUMILIATING.

I hope you're not turned on as I write this, I know you have a thing for humiliation.

Or do you have a thing for humiliating others? How does it feel to get a taste of your own medicine?

Maybe you’re actually trying to get help, maybe! Who knows! Honestly, my advice to you, would be to get the FUCK off the internet in the meantime, if you’re actually getting help. And maybe actually come back with a genuine apology WITHOUT making excuses. Stop coming back, and brushing everything under the goddamn table. You’re trying to hide the unspeakable shit you’ve done.

As a content creator myself, I’m incredibly honest with my audience and friends. If you wanna take this shit seriously, you should too.

You are not the victim. Stop fucking acting like it.

Thats all I have to say to you.

THE VICTIMS EXPERIENCES 

Let's start with Ant.

Ant was with Alex for almost a year. Alex was pulling Ants' strings, tricking him into thinking everything they were doing was okay. She made him think the cult was okay, she made him think the gore was okay, she made him think cutting was okay. What she's "into" is not extreme masochism; she's into abusing her partner and she makes this painfully obvious.

Let me show you an example.

Seeing this shit made my stomach drop. I can't believe you'd have thoughts of even DOING this to your own partner. 

I don't even WANT to imagine what Alex would have done to Ant if they met.

(I'd also like to add she basically admitted to stalking him here)

This was to Dogull, and she tells a nice bundle of lies here.

Oh and also Alex, I thought you were HUGE on trans rights, whats with you misgendering both Dogull and Ash?

(She's referring to Dogull here)

Ant may have given you consent, but guess what! People can still feel uncomfortable if you give them consent. 

You keep him up at night with the shit you did. He's disgusted with the stuff YOU made him do.

You didn't guilt trip him just once. And you know that.

You’re a manipulative, obsessive, abuser.

You called us obsessive, yet you ADMITTED to stalking him.

You lied about him on your server, saying that originally you guys were taking a break, and making it seem like he ran off with someone while you were taking a “break”, when in reality that's what you wanted. You wanted him to stay. I remember you playing dumb, when you said you didn’t understand what he was saying after the day you broke up, asking if you were taking a break when it was clear everything was over. 

But I also remember you even saying you guys were happy you broke up! What happened? 

Let's talk about the next few victims.

Ash

Ash is a 13 year old trans girl, who dated Alex for around a week or more. Ash is yet again, another victim of Alex, who would have guessed.

Alex made Ash send pictures and videos that she was uncomfortable with, and even made her cut herself.

Alex was dating a middle schooler when she was going to be a junior in highschool.

Her relationship was SO healthy, that she made her (Ash) obviously uncomfortable and LIED to her. She were proud to admit you were e-fucking a 13 year old in your server, and made disgusting art of that Ash, who is again 13 years old. Oh, and she's can’t use that excuse, that good ol classic excuse saying "I didn't know she was 13!" Because she knew. 

She dated another minor (who we'll get to in a second), and she suddenly doesn’t wanna hang around anyone under 14 anymore! Hm, wonder why! She seems scared she's gonna groom them again? She’s scared you're gonna fuck herself over for what is it, the fucking 1000000th time at this point?

Alex, committed a crime. And you know what? If I was in Oklahoma, I would have called the fucking police.

Just putting that out there.

Talk about possessiveness much, Ash has told me that Alex would make her cut contact with her friends over literally nothing. All because they had small disagreements. She even made Ash delete her server because of this.

Here's Ash's story on how they met.

"I met Alex in a furry server specifically for teenagers, she joined one day and was taking art requests so I requested art of my sona from her (I didn’t know her at all at this point) fast forward about a month of no contact with her at all and she dms me an invite link to her discord server, I join cause I always like meeting new people and talking with my friends. Everything was normal for a few weeks until I started talking to her more. For some context I like to call my close friends cute names like “sweetie” and “hun'' corny stuff like that, and as we got closer I began doing that to her. She REALLY liked that, so much so she developed a fucking crush on me solely because of that which she didn’t tell me about for a week or so, she told me her lies and sobstories about how Ant abused her and shit which I believed her (I never met ant at that time and she was my friend) I felt bad for her. She eventually confessed her feelings to me and I accepted not knowing her age at the time or what she did, I made drawings for her (sfw ofc) but she usually did nsfw of me only… after a little bit she started to want pictures of my privates, knowing I was 13 at the time. I said no but she wouldn’t leave me alone until I sent her pictures and she made really creepy comments about them, like how she wants me to be submissive towards her or whatever and I felt uncomfortable which I told her about, she got upset at me and began guilt tripping me. She always wanted me to pay attention to her all the time and injected herself into conversations with my friends and when I got upset at her because of that she yelled at me and threatened to break up with me. She would always encourage my feelings of wanting to partake in self harm and wanted me to take pictures of the scars. I didn’t do that no matter how much she wanted them. I have a problem with self hatred and self worth and whenever I talked to her about that she yelled at me to stop and I should be ashamed etc.``

Don’t even try to hide the fact you groomed a 13 year old recently. You can’t push that shit under the table.

The Hauntling (Nate)

Nate is an artist on Newgrounds, and Alex broke up with him because he had a fucking Newgrounds account, because that's a "trigger" of hers.

Though that would be fine if, the only reason it's a trigger IS BECAUSE HER EX, AND PEOPLE SHE KNOWS ARE ON HERE. It could also be that fact that she didn’t like it because people spammed low ratings on your previous art accounts.

Guess who that was, it was me. It was me and Brody, and a few others. 

No doubt one of the main reasons she left Newgrounds is that she realized she wasn’t welcome here, and that she wasn’t getting the attention she wanted.

Back to Nate.

Now at first, Nate was upset you guys broke up but he realized if anything, that did him a favor.

The first time Nate and Alex broke up, was because someone sent a server link to Ash so Ash could troll around, and the first person Alex blamed was her own partner, Nate.

(yes, her pfp was nsfw art)

How sweet! You didn't even TRUST your own partner.

Yikes, Alex! That's not a good look, now is it?

Oh, and Alex, I don't get what your deal is with making nsfw art of you and your partner public? That's fucking weird, especially considering you and the partners you had are minors.

It's even more weird considering Nate is a 14 year old. 

We have proof of this in a google drive, which will be linked at the end.(this doc will be consistently updated)

She used a 14 year old for sex, and she broke up with him in the end. There was no genuine connection they had, which is sad because Nate tried really hard to make that connection happen.

Frogga

Froggas experience was quick, so there isn't much to cover here but, Alex used him for sex too. What a fucking shock. She even went as far to send videos that Frogga didn't properly consent to.

Frogga, Nate, and Tooth ( Goggles and I’s fake persona) were all in a poly relationship for a day. Literally, it wasn’t any longer than that. Frogga wasn’t poly, neither was Nate.

Alex forced them into a poly relationship, then the day after she claimed she was aro-ace. (Which ALSO didn’t last very long)

Med

Med is a classmate of Alex, and they have a much more up close experience with Alex. I’ll leave a transcript of what Med told me here:

“She's ableist towards systems, especially ones with introjects, and has targeted mine multiple times. She has sent me gore art without consent, this include self harm fetishization and her "murder kink." She has sent me NSFW art without consent, some of it including gore. She has told me to kill myself and called me a "fucktard." She does have self harm scars on her arms, but I believe it isn't from actual illness and that she's doing it for attention because she shows them off to people. She has deadnamed and misgendered me a few times too.”

Med has diagnosed DID, and Alex has told them to kill themselves multiple times over it as well. Keep in mind these screenshots are old, and Med’s DID was developing at the time.

(These will also be on the doc)

Alex, if anything, I’m surprised you haven’t faked having a system. You seem like the type of person to do so, especially considering you faked having schizophrenia.

Oh and also, nice look, you tried to threaten one of Liz’s partners at school a few times, saying you’d stab them n shit. You’re not tough, Alex. You’re incredibly weak, and your ego is fucking huge.

The Cults.

Alex has had two cults to our knowledge, and has participated in a third one called "Integrity.ORG"

All of these cults were inspired by Dice.org, even though they claimed to "hate dice". These cults had nsfw channels that were run by minors and accessible to them too. It’s fucking disgusting.

All of Alex’s cults were centered around gore and sex, and thats even more disturbing considering her age. She's 16, going on 17 in November, and all of her server members were incredibly young. Some were even 13 years old, like Ash. Only a handful were older than Alex, but even still.

Fucking disturbing, disgusting shit.

Final Notes

Hello Alex, you probably barely remember but i am Ploxy or Nikolaii whichever name you might remember me as, i mean you do remember me cause after you and ant broke up you tried to friend me on newgrounds. Anywho i fucking hate you, your the worst person i have ever interacted with on the internet and i have meet alot of shitty people. You abused my best friend and others and try to "apologize" by playing the victim card. Well cause what bitch just cause you had a bad upbringing doesnt fucking excuse the shit you have done dickhead, i didnt have a great upbringing but i dont excuse the shit ive done by saying it was my parents who raised me the way i am. I take responsibility, but god forbid you have to take any, your guilt tripping shit wont work any more bitch. You know why your bad so im not going into that, you need to leave the internet for a very long time and go to a mental hospital your a danger to society. Stop hiding and just accept the fact that you aren't welcome on the internet anymore.

Truly -Ploxy or Nikolaii

Hello, Alex. I am Atreyu, and I must say, you nearly made me quit the internet. I don’t know what the deal with you was, but I feel like you were jealous of me, and saw me as a threat to you and Ant’s relationship. You tried to stop me and Ant from being best friends, and you nearly succeeded. I always knew you were a bad person, but you did way worse things than I could’ve ever done. I hope you end up in some kind of mental hospital and just not go on the internet ever again.

-Atreyu

Hey Alex, you know me well and unfortunately I know you well too. 

I have been your longest relationship and I really regret not getting out of it sooner, please leave the internet before you treat more people how you have treated me before you end up finding more victims. 

The resilience you have astounds me and I cannot believe that the person I had once met all that time back would turn out to be this disgusting monster. You’ve shown me who you really are. A liar, manipulator and a genuinely disgusting and relentlessly aberrant individual.

I’d like to leave a quote for you that I really like; “The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.”

I’ll end this message here, I don’t have the respect to say bye to you.

So go on, keep lying, and keep manipulating your “fans” or, as you called them “pests lil pests”.

We’re not the only ones who are gonna do this shit to you if you keep this up, keep that in mind. Nobody is going to believe another goddamn lie from your nasty ass mouth after this.

You’re done.

And if you even try to come after Ant, we’re gonna make this situation 10x worse for you. Don’t make another account, instead, get the fuck off the internet and get some actual help before you end up grooming and abusing someone again.

-Ugasi.

GUYMBA WUZ HEAR, GET FUCKED ALEX, YOU PROBABLY DONT EVEN REMEMBER ME ANYWAY LOOOOOOL

Hello There Alex……or what You have called yourself PEST!!! This is Bulb a Person you made have intense Fear It’s best If you leave the Internet as a whole and Get sent to a Mental Hospital so future events don’t happen - thebulbmin with Professor and Doctor Andonuts and Dejiko from the GAMERS store ps : read a bible

Hey Alex, Ugasi here again. I know you're thinking now that I'm the main bad guy, what the fuck are you gonna do?

Make art of you with your shitty fursona gouging my sonas eyes out? Fucking try. I dare you.

This was completely well deserved. Don't act like it wasn't.

And thats all. The documents and drive are all right here, and they have even more information on them.

Pest Control Archives - Google Drive

The Final Fall Of Alex. - Google Docs

https://streamable.com/7wnmg2

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2sJy_zVXf0c

And finally, heres this fake ass 21 minute long video of her admitting to everything.